Date: Sunday, January 31, 2010
Title:
Sorry about that totally emo post.. ^^ I'm better now.. Definetely.
Anyway, it was written by me who was not thinking. So just ignore it. haha
So, school teacher pilling on pressure and I might just not survive till PMR!!.. haha
Date: Friday, January 29, 2010
Title: Hurt..
I always let myself fall deep in
Why do I always end up making the same mistake??
Why am I always the person to suffer for all this??
Are my choices always bad?
I gave you everthing
Everything that I have
Everything that I had
I trusted you
I believed on you
You took everything
You took everything away
I'm now left alone
Feeling betrayed
The hurt in me hurts so bad
My heart is broken into two
You said you will never hurt me
But now it seems that you had
I feel so lonely
So empty
A part of me is crying out to reach out
But I just cant bring myself to
I used to think that this could be different
Apparently its no difference
It just hurt more that it should
Why do you keep coming back to my head?
I dont want to remember!
I dont want to feel!
I just cant.. dont..
The 7 words that you said to me
The 7 words that I dread most
The 7 words that I am afraid of most
It just hurts to much
You said you would never hurt me
Since it would hurt you as well
Well, you have hurt me now
So much more than you can imagine
I wish there was someone that can hear me out
Someone I can talk to
Someone I can depend on
I just want someone...
Is that just so hard to ask?
Date: Friday, January 8, 2010
Title:
First week of school is over!!! I'm exausted just after a week!! I have NO IDEA how I'm gonna survive a year of school.. seriously.. The homework is so much! The pressure is intense! And yet they say they are not giving us pressure! I MISS YOU HOLIDAY!!! :D
*sighs* I'm too tired to blog somemore.. Sorry blog..:( I shall blog when I feel like it..
God Bless
Date: Friday, January 1, 2010
Title: 2010!!!
HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYBODY!!!
Its finally 2010!!
Lets all put the past behind us and start all over again. :D
Happy Birthday Rachel Ng!!!
Have a wonderdul and fantastic birthday!! <3
Now that 2009 is over. Allow me to list my top favourite moments of 2009! ^^
1. Giving that up. As much as I regreted it later, it really was a special moment for me..:)
2. Going to MTV World Stage!! My first ever concert!! It was so cool!! XD
3. Seeing my dear cousin get married. He is lucky to have met her.. ^^
4. Getting top 5 for choir the 2nd time in a row!! We ROCK!! haha
5. Making sooo many new friends. Uncountable.. seriously!! :D
6. Going to Youth Camp.. It was one awesome experience for me.. It reminded me why I became a Christian in the first place.
7. Visiting the orphanage in Klang. I just love seeing them! Seeing their faces light up when they see the gifts that we brought them brought tears to my eyes.. :)
8. Meeting and shaking hands with the Prime Minister of Singapore. Although I didnt know who he was at that time, it was still a GREAT honour. ( Orcharf Road during Christmas )
9. Being closer to my mum. Now we both really understand each other and thats something I really love.
10. And finally, watching Justin bieber's videos on youtube.. haha.. *I'm kidding* (Just have nothig else to put) ;)
And that was my top 10 favourite memories of 2009!
And now for my wish list for 2010!
1. Hopefully meeting Justin Bieber (In my dreams that it) XD Well, at least getting him to follow me on Twitter!!! :D
2. Having my long dream freedon from my parents.. I still dont have that freedom yet.. ;(
3. Getting straight A's for PMR
4. For Justin Bieber and Taylor Swif to come and perform here in Malaysia!! And for me to being able to attend of course.. ;D
5. And finally? To travel to Australia again!! :)
Whathe??? I just found out that Justin Bieber's CD is not sold here in Malaysia!!!??? Ok .. Just add that to my wish list. TO GET JUSTIN BIEBER'S CD!! :D That would be the BEST birthday present EVER!! ^^
Of course at every start of the year, most of us will make our new year resolution. So here's mine!! ;)
1. Getting straight a's for PMR
2. Be a better friend, daughter, sister and follower of GOD
3. Be more thoughtful to other people's feelings
4. SLEEP EARLY!!! XD
5. Am gonna prove to my very dear friend KENN that I am NOT pregnant! *I have no idea why I put this here.. lol.. I just type the first thing that comes to mind..*
6. Am gonna stop cursing.. really am.. STARTING NOW! ^^
7. Stop spending too much cash..
Starting to get really really tired now.. lol.. And I havent even packed to go to my dad's hotel yet??!! And its 3 am!!! LOL.. Must stick to resolution to sleep early.. starting tomorrow.. hehe ^^
Before that.. Check out this video of Justin 'flirting' with Beyonce.. Its CLASSIC!! Just watch.. and you'll laugh!! ^^
Goodnight
God Bless
And have a happy new year!! ^^
Date: Thursday, December 31, 2009
Title: A Letter To You
2009 is coming to an end. 2010 is coming so fast. Before the year ends, I would just like to say Sorry for everything.
My constant hot temper have always ended up making me hated. And I just wanna say I'm sorry. Sorry for my sometimes spoilt and selfish attitude. And my hot temper. Sorry that you guys had to go though it. And thank you for giving me another chance even though I know I don't deserve it.
I promise that i shall change for the better. In that process, I shall make mistakes. But I shall not let that take me down. 'Get Up And Don't Give Up' is the quote that shall motivate me throughout the year.
I've made so many mistakes throughout the year. Some good and some bad. The mistakes I've made, I learn from them. Some mistakes I regret doing and some, glad that I have. For if not I would not be who I am right now.
Life is full of ups and downs. The only way to go through like is to never give up. Throughout the next whole year, I shall be a better person. In the eyes of GOD, my family and friends.
The memories I've made with you, I shall cherish forever. The bad ones I shall forget and the good I shall keep in mind. Memories will last forever as my mum would say. The friends that I've made are the BEST! Each moment spent with them I shall never forget. But the memories with you I shall treasure in my heart that would never be open.
Thank you to those who have sticked by me all year and never given up on me. To those who have given up, I pray and hope that someday, we might be talking and laughing again.
God Bless and have a Happy New Year..
Sincerely,
Kat
Date: Tuesday, December 29, 2009
Title: Singapore
Hey guys! I just got back from Singapore yesterday.. That holiday was the BEST among the holidays I've been to this year. Well, besides meeting relatives and going for some sight-seeing, I got to go shopping in Singapore!! And the clothes they wear there are kinda different from what us Malaysians wear. Their style of clothing is more classy like Gossip Girl classy. While Malaysians are mostly simple. I mean, they were cocktail dresses to shop!
I didnt really take as many pictures I would normally have took.. But well, here there are. They are not arranged proparly since I'm too lazy to do that.. :D
The HUGE Christmas tree at Orchard Road
The inside of the Christmas tree.. YES! You can walk inside the Christmas tree..
Orchard Road.. Love the lights!!^^
Me posing with the Christmas tree..
The flowers grown around the swimming pool.. Lovely arent they??
The bubble lifts in the hotel.. I really dont know why I uploaded this but I just did.. ^^
Me and my brother posing in front of the Christmas tree at the hotel lobby
The ginger bread house at the hotel lobby
Me and my brother. Doesnt the ginnger bread house look fantastic?
I just love the way the ballons lit up at the sea near the merlion there..
Posing with the anklung!!
Playing the anklung
A band from Indonesia.. They were TERRIFIC!!
We both took the bubble which faces outside.. So it was freaking high! We could see the whole singapore city from up there!! 
The building thats around the middle and goldenish in colour is the hotel that I stayed
which btw if you guys didnt know, I stayed at the Pan Pacific hotel which was so COOL! Its a MUST stay hotel
The singapore opera house version of the Sydney Opera House
The Singapore Flyer at night.. Love the green
Blur.. I know.. Taken by my Brother. We were at a clubhouse which my uncle brought me. Those at the background are ships. One of them is his.. One of them
The boats.. The first one is my uncle's
The lighting at Orchard Road. It was sooo crowded during Christmas Day. like being at a concert crowded!
I'm Santa's Favourite Girl!! hehe
Me and my brothers with the HUGE Christmas Tree at Orchard Road
So I guess thats it then.. Can you believe that there's 2 days left till the end of 2009?? Then 2010 starts?? Time passes soo fast... *sighs* Well, enjoy the last few days of 2009. I know I will. Looking forward to 2010. :)
till then,
God Bless
Labels: vacation
Date: Thursday, December 24, 2009
Title:
Merry Christmas everybody!!
And
Congrats to all the PMR students!!
I'll be heading to Singapore tomorrow (Friday). So I just might bump into you Jo Yi at the Christmas Parade at Orchard Road ^^. I'm actually packing my bags now while being yelled at my mum for being in front of the laptop now.. hehe
Here's a video of Justin Bieber singing 'Someday At Christmas' by Stevie Wonder at Washington performing for President Obama.. Enjoy! :)
So enjoy your Christmas!!
God Bless!!
